sorts of situations that you probably wouldn't be in were it not for
you being a missionary. Sometimes I just want to remind everyone that
I am 20 years old and that I have no experience or wisdom whatsoever,
but people just trust us so much, and it is because of who we
represent.
We went over to a members house to eat dinner yesterday. After sharing
a message and asking them to think of someone that would need some
extra loving in the next week, they told us that the daughter of an
inactive family had been murdered. We had some appointments, but felt
like we needed to go over to their house and see them right after.
I have never seen anything as heartbreaking as I did yesterday. The
family was clearly in so much pain. As soon as we got there, I had no
idea what to say to them. I am not a mom or dad, and I don't know what
it would be like to lose a child. It's moments like that though that I
really have to rely on the spirit, the way that I should be doing
everyday. One reason that I love being a missionary is because we get
to feel how much God loves his children, and it is different than
anything that I have ever felt before. As we sat with this family, I
was just filled with so much love for them. We sang together, we cried
together, and we talked about how families can be together forever.
I am so grateful for the gospel and for the plan of salvation. I am
grateful that through Jesus Christ, "the grave hath no victory, and
the sting of death is swallowed up". I think of people like my
Grandpa, who I love so much, and my heart fills with so much gratitude
as I am reminded that this life isn't the end and that I will see him
and others that I love again. There is so much more than just here and
now.
"How grateful I am to my Heavenly Father that in His plan there are no
true endings, only everlasting beginnings."
Love,
Hermana Rupp
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